I'm heading off pretty soon to Hawaii to meet up with my beloved friend Kaila and then to hang out with my drum tribe, heart centred people from around the world (yes this year 80 people from 18 different countries )...who come together under the leadership and guidance of Arthur Hull and Jim Boneau, to learn how to share our spirit and serve our communities.
Of course its wonderful - it's in Hawaii, on the island of Oahu, at a camp on the north shore, with our own lagoon and turtles to swim with, drumming under the stars by the fire, with the beach a few paces away .....
but the reason I am going is, fundamentally, to overcome my fear of putting myself 'out there' and recklessly I have also signed up for Mentor Training, which I am not really sure what it is!
As part of the preparation, for both participants and the Arthur and Jim who are leading the training, we had to answer a few questions about why we were going, what we wanted to get out of it, and how could the leaders make the training relevant to us.
I struggled with this, because of my impulsive and somewhat reckless jumping in ...but then, in that way that the universe has, of letting the flow take us to where we need to be, here is where i ended up ...writing this ... :)
Hi all, I have been reading all your posts with great interest, and searching around inside myself for my own answers, allowing superficial and immediate thoughts to arise, and flow by, waiting for a deeper answer, and the deeper answer came in a story ..... so here it is !
I signed up for the mentor experience initially because I hate to stagnate, always want to go for deeper richer learning experiences in my life, but had no idea really what I wanted from it, but when I saw the invitation, I did what i usually do, just GO FOR IT!! Whatever is both exciting plus a little bit scary,has become my life plan, and it works for me :)
So .... we had to move out of our rental house recently, and I was drawn to another area of the amazing Australian coastline where we live - we had the opportunity of a beach-front house with lower rental with a classic surf break nearby .... but my heart sank at the thought of leaving the Community Drum Circle I had started when I arrived in my current community, and nurtured and nourished over the last nine months ..... so I chose to stay here ..... and stick with them .....
and yesterday,in our first drum circle since I decided to stay, I got the deep answer - from this awesome bunch, most of who were beginner drummers when we started, when we ended our session with our very first true in-the-moment music making experience, which I drummed through with my eyes closed, tears rolling down my face, in awe and gratitude.
Arthur and Jim, you have been my mentors, and everyone who I have ever trained with have in your own way been my mentors; I am really coming to understand the awesome gift you have all given me, and now I want to deepen my learning, to understand the journey to in-the-moment music making, and to be able to facilitate that journey with anyone who dares to share the adventure.
BRING IT ON!!!!!









